No Shame @ 4 Years Old

me (a bit puzzled): noosh...do u want to go to the toilet?

little bro (holding groin area): no, my penis is just itching.

me: oh.

Music is Haraam

i've been listening to some unbelievable music. i'm not sure if i've made such a beautiful discovery like this, not since i've seen [things i will not talk about here]. ok not much of a discovery, more like a gift, since it was shown to me...this is why i feel guilty? this music brings out the pure beauty of life. the feeling. i don't quite know how to explain it, i'm just sitting here typing hoping it will come out.

because i don't know how else to do it....i really dont. i want to talk in music, or in some form of beauty. i gotta stop using the word beauty. lol.....limited vocab sucks, gotta work on that too....anyway. i feel calm. and content. and im smiling inside....coz nothing else matters in this mindset....and all i wanna do is share it with sum1 else. to see them smile, and see them feel what i'm feeling....

but i don't know how. the creativity is wanting to burst out, but im scared i wont do it justice....do i write a song on guitar? do i sketch more? do i make a video to the song? i suck at it all, its not right that i wont get the right feeling out. i'll just leave it in there then, its my sin i'll have to live with: not sharing it.

i'm sorry. i'm still trying and will let u know :P others have probably found the same feeling in something else, of course, but i cant take any chances and will keep trying. coz it will make me feel better.

Don't Make Stevie Wonder Jokes Again...

coz.....man.....the guy is good.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SCZv7786KY

:/

Started Sketching Again...

its called "I am more than me and thus defied you." and can click on it for larger res.

i havnt sketched in a while...but my 'recent' sketches have been based around 3 characters....u only see 2 here. i just wish i had the skill and patience to do better stuff, to get things out my head and onto paper eehheheheh.....but rite now i just sketch basic ideas, and thats it :P so looks plain...usually my drawings tie in with the song i'm listening to at the time....this was to Opeth - The Apostle in Triumph. maybe i'll post some of my previous work in later posts...

edit: okee trying to make some difference to the power of visuals by "painting" it....lazily, in paint shop pro :) since its an edit, i made the pic mini...click on it